Finally Friday

Well, here it is Friday and I really tried hard to get my act together this week and work 40 hours before Saturday..but I didn't and here it is 11:30 and Ihave yet to do alick of work. Who knew working from home could be such a chore?

This humpday is almost over...

So I'm sitting here, trying to write this fanfiction story I have going andinsteadI find myself just clicking through the internet. I have on Yahoo's launchcast and picked their Chill station to listen too. it's funny because I can lsiten to just about anything, but simple adore music that is laid back. I am hoping it will helpme to write at least one complete chapter. We shall see...

So it's 1 p.m. eastern time and I am ready to stop working. Of course if I was in an office, my day would go much faster. But I do enjoy being home and working...it's just I lack the motivation to get up early, so I can start early, so I can be done early. When I was in the office, all I wanted was to go in at the butt crack of dawn so I could get out early. Figures....

Work is getting so hard to do....life is so boring. Want to spice it up, want to live it up, but have no idea how to do that. Or maybe I just feign having the energy to do it.

And then there is this question I get all the time. I'm recently married, just a little over a month and everyone keeps asking "How is married life?" What are you supposed to say? It sucks? It's great? i'm not sure how it is supposed to be, but really, when I think about it, that is an annoying and stupid question. Or maybe I missed the Marriage for Dummies book and they had a whole chapter on how married life is supposed to be? After I get the question I think about it and realize married life for me is no different than my life when he and I were boyfriend and girlfriend. We didn't live together, but really we kind of did. He's a pilot and on his days off he'd fly in from GA to stay with me in FL. Granted I paid all the bills and made sure with no ring, he realzied everything was MINE. (mean? oh well, i've been hurt one too many times) And so we fastforward to married life...he's away for 4 days and then home for 3 and instead of having to take the time to fly to FL, we have a house together. What has changed? My name, my address...but really nothing else. Did I mention there would be rantings and ravings? =)